Thank You

I am sitting in Honolulu Airport, Hawaii, awaiting my flight to Sydney Australia. Its been a very tough couple of days for me, and I dont doubt that the people around me in Canada while I was struggling physically and mentally know that my decision wasnt made on a whim.

Again, this wont be a forum for which I will use to explain exactly why I have gone and done this. I wont dramatise it, analyse it or emotionalise it. I am just going to get home, get better and plan my future from there. It is very hard to be positive about an immediate future that is now very different to the one which I had planned only weeks ago. But when I give my darling Charlotte and my dear sister the biggest hug when I get into Sydney, I think my future aint going to look so bad.

I think, firstly, I am going to just (as my sister has said) "cut myself some slack". Over the past year, I've quit a fantastic job, moved country, begun a new life, travelled to over eight different countries, met the Boy, left the Boy, come home, and tried to do it all over again.

I'm young, free, financially able to cope with a little hickup such as this, and the most important thing - a family who are now ready to welcome me with open arms, with no expectations, just love. What a great gift one can own! If I had to spend over $5000 to work that out, then I'd pay it all again.

Thanks to those who have sent messages of support. One day, I will somehow thank you all, one by one, in my own little way.