Cocktails and Dreams

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Hmm... I sitting here today thinking about sitting on a thai beach sipping cocktails whilst receiving a thai massage.
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A lot of people have been saying to me "dont wish away the doldrums" because soon they will be gone. I totally agree. Even more so, people have been saying that I shouldnt wish away the time that I have with my family because when the going gets though while I am away, they wont be there. Again, I totally agree.

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However, its really hard to appreciate things when you have got them... I dont know how it feels to miss them. I dont know what it is like to not have my mum and sister's support... because I've always had it...
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Its hard to explain...
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